{"id":26829,"date":"2025-01-02T18:13:24","date_gmt":"2025-01-02T17:13:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/?p=26829"},"modified":"2025-03-10T19:00:00","modified_gmt":"2025-03-10T18:00:00","slug":"noch-bin-ich-nicht-wer-ich-sein-moechte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/en\/noch-bin-ich-nicht-wer-ich-sein-moechte\/","title":{"rendered":"Noch bin ich nicht, wer ich sein m\u00f6chte"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A film by Kl\u00e1ra Tasovsk\u00e1. In Czech with German subtitles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right wp-block-paragraph\">[<a href=\"#credits\">Credits<\/a>] [<a href=\"https:\/\/booking.cinetixx.de\/frontend\/#\/movie\/2278359999\/3071629164\" title>Tickets <span class=\"amp\">&amp;<\/span> Termine<\/a>] [<a href=\"#trailer\">Trailer<\/a>]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap wp-block-paragraph\">Libu\u0161e Jarcovj\u00e1kov\u00e1 docu\u00adments her life with ana\u00adlo\u00adgue pho\u00adtos and dia\u00adry ent\u00adries. Her Czechoslovakian home\u00adland is in the repres\u00adsi\u00adve pha\u00adse of \u201cnor\u00adma\u00adli\u00adsa\u00adti\u00adon\u201d after the sup\u00adpres\u00adsi\u00adon of the Prague Spring in 1968. The young pho\u00adto\u00adgrapher sear\u00adches for islands of free\u00addom in Prague as well as her sexu\u00adal iden\u00adti\u00adty; her came\u00adra is her con\u00adstant com\u00adpa\u00adn\u00adion. One of the\u00adse islands is the T\u2011Club, a mee\u00adting place for the que\u00ader sce\u00adne. When a mur\u00adder is com\u00admit\u00adted and the poli\u00adce beco\u00adme inte\u00adres\u00adted in Libu\u0161e\u2019s pho\u00adtos from the club, her per\u00adso\u00adnal jour\u00adney of eman\u00adci\u00adpa\u00adti\u00adon is abrupt\u00adly cut short. She enters into a mar\u00adria\u00adge of con\u00adve\u00adni\u00adence and moves to West Berlin. But this new world is also fil\u00adled with obs\u00adta\u00adcles. Using the last of her money, she flies to Tokyo and, for a short time, beco\u00admes a sought-after fashion pho\u00adto\u00adgrapher the\u00adre. Continuing to search for the life she wants to live, Libu\u0161e\u2019s path leads her back to Prague via Berlin after the fall of the Iron Curtain. Using only pho\u00adto\u00adgraphs and the dia\u00adry ent\u00adries she reads out hers\u00adelf, the artist \u2013 tog\u00ade\u00adther with the film\u00adma\u00adker \u2013 inti\u00adm\u00adate\u00adly rela\u00adtes her search for iden\u00adti\u00adty, ever\u00ady\u00adday strug\u00adgles, phy\u00adsi\u00adcal\u00adi\u00adty, rela\u00adti\u00adonships and emotions<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-2 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2.jpeg\" data-lbwps-width=\"1274.1448692153\" data-lbwps-height=\"850\" data-lbwps-srcsmall=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-400x267.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" data-id=\"26833\" src=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-1024x683.jpeg\" alt=\"Noch bin ich nicht, wer ich sein m\u00f6chte\" class=\"wp-image-26833\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-1024x683.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-300x200.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-600x400.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-400x267.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-768x512.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2-624x416.jpeg 624w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht2.jpeg 1490w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\"><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure 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src=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-1024x683.jpeg\" alt=\"Noch bin ich nicht, wer ich sein m\u00f6chte\" class=\"wp-image-26835\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-1024x683.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-300x200.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-600x400.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-400x267.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-768x512.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5-624x416.jpeg 624w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht5.jpeg 1490w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\"><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4.jpeg\" data-lbwps-width=\"1274.1448692153\" data-lbwps-height=\"850\" data-lbwps-srcsmall=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-400x267.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" data-id=\"26834\" src=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-1024x683.jpeg\" alt=\"Noch bin ich nicht, wer ich sein m\u00f6chte\" class=\"wp-image-26834\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-1024x683.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-300x200.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-600x400.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-400x267.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-768x512.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4-624x416.jpeg 624w, https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/NochBinIchNicht4.jpeg 1490w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\"><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-code\"><code><a name=\"credits\"><\/a><strong>Credits<\/strong>:<\/code><\/pre>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je\u0161t\u011b nej\u00adsem, k\u00fdm chci b\u00fdt<br><span class=\"caps\">CZ<\/span>\/<span class=\"caps\">SK<\/span>\/<span class=\"caps\">AU<\/span><em> 2024, 90 Min., tsche\u00adchi\u00adsche Originalfassung mit deut\u00adschen Untertiteln<br>Regie: <\/em>Kl\u00e1ra Tasovsk\u00e1<em><br>Schnitt: Alexander Kashcheev<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-code\"><code><a name=\"trailer\"><\/a><strong>Trailer<\/strong>:<\/code><\/pre>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"lyte-wrapper\" title=\"NOCH BIN ICH NICHT, WER ICH SEIN M\u00d6CHTE Trailer Deutsch | German [HD]\" style=\"width:640px;max-width:100%;margin:5px;\"><div class=\"lyMe\" id=\"WYL_-qhOOGtlLh8\" itemprop=\"video\" itemscope itemtype=\"https:\/\/schema.org\/VideoObject\"><div><meta itemprop=\"thumbnailUrl\" content=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/plugins\/wp-youtube-lyte\/lyteCache.php?origThumbUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2F-qhOOGtlLh8%2Fhqdefault.jpg\"><meta itemprop=\"embedURL\" content=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/-qhOOGtlLh8\"><meta itemprop=\"duration\" content=\"PT2M6S\"><meta itemprop=\"uploadDate\" content=\"2024-09-03T14:49:49Z\"><\/div><div id=\"lyte_-qhOOGtlLh8\" data-src=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/plugins\/wp-youtube-lyte\/lyteCache.php?origThumbUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2F-qhOOGtlLh8%2Fhqdefault.jpg\" class=\"pL\"><div class=\"tC\"><div class=\"tT\" itemprop=\"name\"><span class=\"caps\">NOCH<\/span> <span class=\"caps\">BIN<\/span> <span class=\"caps\">ICH<\/span> <span class=\"caps\">NICHT<\/span>, <span class=\"caps\">WER<\/span> <span class=\"caps\">ICH<\/span> <span class=\"caps\">SEIN<\/span> <span class=\"caps\">M\u00d6CHTE<\/span> Trailer Deutsch | German [<span class=\"caps\">HD<\/span>]<\/div><\/div><div class=\"play\"><\/div><div class=\"ctrl\"><div class=\"Lctrl\"><\/div><div class=\"Rctrl\"><\/div><\/div><\/div><noscript><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/-qhOOGtlLh8\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/fsk-kino.peripherfilm.de\/wp-content\/plugins\/wp-youtube-lyte\/lyteCache.php?origThumbUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2F-qhOOGtlLh8%2F0.jpg\" alt=\"NOCH BIN ICH NICHT, WER ICH SEIN M\u00d6CHTE Trailer Deutsch | German [HD]\" width=\"640\" height=\"340\"><br>Watch this video on YouTube<\/a><\/noscript><meta itemprop=\"description\" content=\"ein Film von Kl\u00e1ra Tasovsk\u00e1 Tschechien\/Slowakei\/\u00d6sterreich 2024, 90 Minuten, tschechische Originalfassung mit deutschen Untertiteln Nach der Niederschlagung des Prager Fr\u00fchlings 1968 versucht die junge Fotografin Libu\u0161e Jarcovj\u00e1kov\u00e1 mit ihren Bildern den Zw\u00e4ngen des repressiven tschechoslowakischen Regimes zu entkommen. Sie will herausfinden, wer sie sein m\u00f6chte, und geht daf\u00fcr auf die Stra\u00dfen von Prag, in verstaubte Kneipen, zur Nachtschicht in eine Druckerei, in die Communities der Roma und vietnamesischen Migrant:innen. Schnappsch\u00fcsse von Nacktheit, Sex und Alkohol wechseln sich ab mit Bildern von Lethargie und Restriktionen. Als sie wegen Fotos aus einem Schwulenclub Probleme mit der Polizei bekommt, geht Libu\u0161e eine Scheinehe ein und zieht nach Berlin. Doch auch die neue Welt ist voller Hindernisse. Mit ihrem letzten Geld fliegt sie nach Tokio, wo ihr der Durchbruch als Modefotografin gelingt. Aber das ist nicht das Leben, das Libu\u0161e leben will. Sie kehrt erst nach Berlin und sp\u00e4ter nach Prag zur\u00fcck. Ihre R\u00fcckschl\u00e4ge und Erfolge, ihre Gef\u00fchle und Beziehungen und ihre nie endende Suche nach sich selbst sind festgehalten in ihren Bildern und Tageb\u00fcchern. In welcher Welt lebe ich? Wer bin ich? Wie m\u00f6chte ich leben? Aus Libu\u0161e Jarcovj\u00e1kov\u00e1s Werk von zehntausenden Negativen und dutzenden Tageb\u00fcchern hat die tschechische Regisseurin Kl\u00e1ra Tasovsk\u00e1 einen poetischen Filmessay montiert. \u201eNoch bin ich nicht, wer ich sein m\u00f6chte\u201c erz\u00e4hlt von einem besonderen K\u00fcnstlerinnenleben und einer bewegenden Reise in die Freiheit, die sich \u00fcber sechs Jahrzehnte spannt und von der sowjetisch \u201enormalisierten\u201c \u010cSSR der sp\u00e4ten 1960er und fr\u00fchen 70er \u00fcber das Ost-Berlin der 80er bis ins Prag nach dem Fall des Eisernen Vorhangs und von heute f\u00fchrt. Mehr Infos zu Salzgeber: Hompage: http:\/\/www.salzgeber.de\/ Streamen im Salzgeber Club: https:\/\/www.salzgeber.club\/ Instagram: https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/editionsalzgeber\/ Facebook: https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/edition.salzgeber Shop: https:\/\/salzgeber.shop\/ --- Unsere Filme findet ihr im Einzelhandel, auf Amazon &amp; Co sowie auf Vimeo on Demand! https:\/\/vimeo.com\/salzgeber\/vod_pages\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"lL\" style=\"max-width:100%;width:640px;margin:5px;\"><\/div><figcaption><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-code\"><code><a href=\"#oben\" data-type=\"internal\" data-id=\"#oben\">nach oben<\/a><\/code><\/pre>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A film by Kl\u00e1ra Tasovsk\u00e1. In Czech with German sub\u00adtit\u00adles. [Credits] [Tickets <span class=\"amp\">&amp;<\/span> Termine] [Trailer] Libu\u0161e Jarcovj\u00e1kov\u00e1 docu\u00adments her life with ana\u00adlo\u00adgue pho\u00adtos and dia\u00adry ent\u00adries. Her Czechoslovakian home\u00adland is in the repres\u00adsi\u00adve pha\u00adse of \u201cnor\u00adma\u00adli\u00adsa\u00adti\u00adon\u201d after the sup\u00adpres\u00adsi\u00adon of the Prague Spring in 1968. The young pho\u00adto\u00adgrapher sear\u00adches for islands of free\u00addom in Prague&nbsp;[\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":26837,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"slim_seo":{"title":"[:de]Noch bin ich nicht, wer ich sein m\u00f6chte[:] - fsk Kino","description":"[:de] Ein Film von Kl\u00e1ra Tasovsk\u00e1. 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